everybody's watching, everybody's looking...

I'm not sure how much longer I can keep this up.

I can't stand not being able to be friends with him. Well...I guess we're still friends, but...like, I want real friendship, the kind where I'm not afraid to talk to him.

Communication is important, and right now we're not communicating.

I want clarification. I want reassurance. I want one of your big bear hugs. I want to snuggle and watch 24 without a care in the world other than the fact that I'm with one of my best friends.

I want my buddy back.

(The Juliana Hatfield 5, "Spin The Bottle")